ASC Pt. III

I'm just sitting here taking in my life... I don't know what to say. I feel empty to be honest with you. I feel like I've given all I could and in return didn't get the prize I had in mind.

My life feels so scattered right now that I don't know where to begin. I guess it begins with this girl. We became friends almost a year ago. We had a class together - Cultural Theory - and after a few months of not saying much to each other, we then started talking every week and quickly became friends. It was really quite nice.

There's too much to get into... I have the flu and I'm freezing and sad. But for now, all I can say is, I gave her my all but I guess that just wasn't enough. It sucks that I can't find one single reason to be mad at her or be angry with her or to say she led me on or anything... I guess I was just hoping that I might be able to change her mind. Before I get to the end, I think I will I have to start at the very beginning... and that will begin tomorrow.

On a side note, I guess with the subject matter dealing with another person, this isn't so Anti-Social anymore... in my humble opinion, this maybe the greatest love story that never was.