Okay, I must come clean... there's this girl I kind of like which I brought up quite a bit and I've seen her on facebook. We're friends and all, but I'm really shy so I didn't want to add her, not really knowing if she would want to add me. Yea, rationally, I'm sure she would be okay with it, but in my head, I'm just thinking "What if she doesn't want?" So basically, I'm shy... so on her facebook, she has her classes posted, so I looked up when her classes were and just kind of sat infront of her class wondering if she'd notice (yea, I'm aware it's kind of stalkerish)... So I saw her today and we hung out and, really, this has been one of the very best days I've had in a very long time. I really wish I could tell her how I feel, but the sad thing is I know she won't feel the feelings back or at least tell me that she does because she has a very long-term boyfriend.
So yea, while there's a darkness at the end of the tunnel, but the rest of it is pretty damn bright... yea, I'm an English major and I've turned the cliche around.