ASC Pt. III

I don't know if I've ever really talked about this before, but I believe in God. I don't think I come as a person that does, but I honestly do. I'm not exactly a Christian and I definitely do not live up to the laws of my born into Catholic religion, but no matter how shitty I feel and how much I want to not believe in the existence of God and even when there are times where I say with complete rational that I no longer believe in God, I still go back to Him or Her or It because I honestly do believe in God somewhere deep down inside. That is what is known as faith... you have when you honestly believe something to be true in spite the people and the world around. I am not trying to preach anything because I'm not that type of person. I'm just saying that I do.

In relation to this, I think I will always believe in love. In spite a broken heart and a seemingly endless amount of time since that heartbreak, I still believe I might fall in love again and feel those things... not just might, but really believe that it's always around the corner (even if that corner may be blocks and blocks away). I bet at 60 years old, I'll be sitting at this computer, writing in this blog, still thinking that love might come my way.

Would it be pathetic if I still had that optimism at 60? Or is it pathetic that I still have that optimism at 24?