ASC Pt. III

So I was at school for 12 hours yesterday (which is sadly the norm for my Wednesdays)... but the fucked up thing is, I got there at 7, 90 minutes early for my class, and at 8:30 someone comes into class and informs me that class has been canceled. THEN, I had to wait from 8:30 - 4:00, waiting for my next class to start... Seven and a half hours of waiting. If I hadn't been with my friend, I probably would have slept the whole time. In some ways, it was kind of worse, because we're not great friends and I often sometimes feel like I'm bugging her and have a slight hard time of figuring out what to say because I get that way a lot in real life... you know, because I'm completely socially inept.

In other news, I kicked ass at Scene It today. I really want Scene It: Music.

My life seems useless lately. Useless in the sense that it feels uneventful. I've been back at school and it already feels like I have a ton of pressure on me... god, how I'd love to ease that pressure. Yes, I know of masturbation, and I do it, however, it does not feel as good I think it should... In fact, I don't even like it anymore... I suppose it's like I'm raping myself.

And with that, good night.