ASC Pt. III

It's weird how there are some people, sometimes you get really close to them and sometimes you just get close enough that you want to get close to them, and they just kind of invade your thoughts. They create a desire, a pain, a power, a need, a lack... they make you realize how much you don't have in your own life and you kind of associate them with filling that lack.

So there's this girl. She makes me feel this way... she's killing me right now reminding me of what I'm missing in my life. I don't know who or what or how or when I might fill it... but it is not close at all.