ASC Pt. III

I had no idea what Black Friday was until earlier today... It's kind of life Boxing Day... kind of.

So yea, I think I got my hopes up a little too high the other day. I'm sure I did. I'm pretty sure I'm bound to be alone for the rest of my life. Honestly, I think that it's going to happen this way. When I think of the things I've done, the feelings I felt, and the way I acted upon them, then maybe this is all a result of that... fucking karma.

I don't know. I sometimes feel like a really bad person. I sometimes don't think I've sufferred enough and that's why I'm sad.

In good news, I bought GTA III to play over my vacation so at least I can get away from life for awhile... unless someone else can make me happy for a short period of time.