ASC Pt. III

All I want for Christmas is the chance to fall in love because I know that if I was even given the chance I would cherish it like you or I cannot even imagine. It's just the chance that I want. With the chance I know I would make the best of it. If I landed on chance just one more time, I know that every roll I make after that would not land on Go To Jail.

I know I come off desperate and insane... maybe it's because I am, I don't know?

It's over... I know that now. She put me up yesterday just to turn me down. I have to get it through my skull that my dreams won't come true with her... they can't. They won't. It's not what it was to her, and it's not what it was to you... it's just done. It's just different. And it is not love anymore.

I'm in need of hope... It's all up to someone else because I know it's not in me right now.