ASC Pt. III

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

 

Why?

Why does it still kill me to here you gush about other guys? It's been so long since we broke up and it's been so long since you've felt any feeling of love or romance towards me, but after all this time and as much as I think I've made leaps to forget what we had, it still hurts to know you like anyone, anyone at all more than me.

Why does it snow for an hour for it to get sunny again and melt it all away? I love the winter. Snow reminds me of better day and better times. Times of change, importance, and urgency. Winter makes me thinks are now or never, but looking back it seems like they never were.

Why am I alone? I mean, shouldn't I have found someone by now? And now, the only people I ever meet are either married, engaged, or engaged to be engage, so I guess everyone that's single by the time they turn maybe 25 are just destined to be alone and/or undatable. Am I that much of a wreck? Am I completely undateable? Am I not a catch at all?

Why did it take me so long to buy Pet Sounds? When I was a kid Sgt Pepper was always thrown in my face as the greatest album of all time, but then I heard that Pet Sounds was actually quite better, and for the last six or seven years "God Only Knows" has been one of, if not my very favourite song of all time. Well, I'm listening to it now and it's really really beautiful.

Why did Kurt Angle go to TNA? Yea, I like wrestling, and Kurt is one of my personal heroes, but I think going to TNA might be one of the dumbest moves he's made. I just hope his legacy doesn't get killed now.

Why did I ever go into University searching for a degree in English? I'm spent on novels and books and poetry and plays and everything to do with the field of English. It's like I don't even live in the same world as everyone else anymore. Honestly, if it wasn't for wrestling and Gilmore Girls, my contemporary status would be non-existent.

Why did I ever fall in love? Everyone told me it was wrong... maybe listening to your heart is a bad thing because it's usually wrong and often gets hurt in the process.



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