ASC Pt. III

My brother is easily the most incosiderate and self-centered person on earth. He never thinks about anyone but himself and, looking at the state his life, it looks like he doesn't care about himself.

He's unemployed, no girlfriend, no kids, no job, and no real close friends... does nothing with his life, complains how his jobs aren't good enough for him and then gets fired from them, and yet, in hid late-20's, blames the situation of his life on our parents. On our parents? You know what, I'm the first to point out how bad my parents are, but when you're almost 30, you have no life and no ambition, I don't think that you can blame your parents anymore. It's their fault that you don't try anything? I think there comes a time in your life when you have to stop blaming your parents and just admit you're pathetic...

If you aren't happy with what you are then change it. If you're waiting around for things to change then they never will... I know, I'm one to talk, but I don't blame anyone. I know I suck and my life sucks and I accept it... I live it. But I'm working towards something... I want a job. I want a life. I want to move out. I want to be independant. I want to be a teacher. But my brother's unemployed and will certainly just float from job to job because he thinks that he was destined for something more. I'm not saying that he doesn't have the ability, but he just doesn't have desire.

He's keeping hope in the jar, but there comes a time when you have to let it out... even if it means you can never put it back in.