ASC Pt. III

I think my exercise kick is starting to die off a bit... I'm just really tired today, so maybe that's it. However, I did get a gym membership at school. Can you believe it's only $10? If I knew it was that cheap, I would have signed up first year.

I keep thinking about my future and my fears of being alone. I am so scared. Why would my life ever change? I don't know... I just feel so hopeless sometimes... most of the time. I get these specs of hope, and then they wash away. I kind of build myself and then nothing changes so I go back to who I was.

I don't know... just my pessimism setting in again.

In other news, my abs hurt. I worked them out hard last week and they're still hurting. My cousin said that you can work them out everyday, but I only worked them out once last week and they're still sore.

Current Music: Love Just Ain't Enough - Patty Smith & Don Henley