ASC Pt. III

I have this "friend" who at one point was high priority to me... I really liked her. Not like liked her, but liked her. She was nice and sweet and pretty and liked Weezer. But most importantly (okay, liking Weezer is probably the most important) she was just really easy to talk to. We could talk about a lot of different things and talk about a lot of different nothing, which to me was just as important as talking about the bigger things in life.

Over the last two years, it's kind of just fizzled and faded. I haven't heard from her much over that time. I guess things have changed. I know they have. She's grown up a lot, which is cool. Me, I've kind of just stayed in the same place and wanted to go back in time to when she and I were pretty damn close. It really doesn't have anything to do with her about why I want to go back to that time, but she just happened to be a small part of my happiness at that time.

I'd still like to talk to her. I'd like to see her again, but I don't know if ever will. It's been well over a year since then and I've extended many an olive branch of sorts to her over the year, but she's kind of just shrugged me off and gave me a little explanation over which, I understood. I had become a really depressing person to be around for awhile, at least with her, because with her I could actually be myself. It's a rare thing to have that with someone, at least it is for me.

I could never hate a person, and this person is nowhere to being hated. I just kind of get hurt over the spurts of brief contact... but I'm sure as time goes by and we possibly see each other, it would be a good time, and we'd both kind of smile and be glad to hang out. I'd like to see that... I don't know if it will, but I'd like to think so.