ASC Pt. III

I lost a bus ticket today... damn it. I had 4 more rides on there... that's like 20 dollars... sons of bitches.

Tomorrow's Yorkfest at school and I'm gonna see Metric (Yay!). I've never seen them live before, but I really liked their first CD so it should be good. Sadly, I don't have anyone to go with. I've asked a few people and they all said they're not going... whatever.

It makes me think of memories... if you have a memory or you go to an event or something and you do it on your own is it really a memory? Like if you went through something and no one's there to remind you of how hard it was or how great it was, did it really happen? I guess you could say it's something sacred you hold to yourself, but for me it just reminds me of how alone am I.

A few years ago I saw Dr. Frank live in concert. I went by myself and I guess by doing so it felt less special. It was really cool. It was during the whole Sars fiasco around the GTA and it was really empty. I even got to meet Dr Frank which was so cool. I dunno. Lonliness I don't think ever gets easy. In the bad times you need someone to talk to and in the good times you wish that someone was there to share it with.

I feel like my writing has sucked lately. It feels so high school. Shouldn't I have matured by now? Anyways... titmouse... he he he... Titmouse.