ASC Pt. III

So I'm debating on whether or not I should let everyone I know in on this journal. I'm really private about certain things, but when I write I usually just let it all out and not hold anything back. Part of me wants to let people in on my dirty little secrets, but I don't think I can go there with people. So I guess I'm just going to keep it all bottled up inside... or should I say keep my little space on the world wide web set aside for myself and random passers by.

I'm tired and alone. It was a long weekend. It's been a long week. It's been a really long summer. Part of me is itching to go back to school, while another part of me wishes it could just stay like this forever - not having a care in the world or any place important to be.

I'd like to go on, but right now I think I'll just sit here for awhile, maybe download some porn, jerk off and then go to bed.

In spite of how creepy that kind of sounds, the line in my head is of my favourite Sara Radle song "Right now your favourite color is a nice shade of grey. You stick your ass in the middle and that's where you're gonna stay."